My Warped Ideas

This is a site about the struggle's I have in my life. Thru it all, I hold out for one thing, HOPE. Thru all the darkness and when the light seems to be ever fading, I hold HOPE close to me, knowing that it alone, will guide my heart. JUST WHEN WE THINK IT WON'T HAPPEN, LIFE SUDDENLY STARTS AGAIN!!

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Location: Ontario, Canada

This is all about me, in the words that follow I show my struggle's, my fear's, my pain. Yet through it all, I hold out. For I believe there is one thing, that is always eternal in me, and that is my hope. My hope that through all the darkness, when light seems to be ever fading that no matter what way I turn I feel only coldness, I hold hope close to my soul, knowing that it alone, will guide me. That no matter the stuggle's, I have an angel that sits on my shoulder, and speaks quietly in my ear. I know that although I feel alone, I will never be.

3.20.2005

Not sure

I am never sure what to put here. It is supposed to be an outlet for me to scream, cry or both. Things here are so lonley. Sounds pathatic I know. I am not one to wallo in self pity, so I won't.
I think that I will just write about whatever pops in my head, that way when I lay down at night, the thoughts won't still be floating around in there like goo.

I am however a tad peeved at my relatives. They came from another province to visit, which in itself is all good. Uncle, Aunt and 2 cousins, none of them children. My mom has had some major surgery recently (and that is a whole other BLOG) and they wanted to see her. Okay great!!
So for one week, I cleaned up, cooked for, gave up my computer, t.v and what little peace I have had since my mom came home. So when they left I thought, in the very least, a "Thanks"..
What I got instead was nothing!
They did however give my mom a beautiful little gift, the bought my nieces gifts...... they even gave my mom this nice little card that said " Thanks for sharing your house with us, Bo"

Well I was floored. The note wasn't for my mom and us. IT was strickly for her.

Uhmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........................................
Am I the only one that thinks that RUDE!!!

Well anyway, I am destined to write my frustration yet again with people and their lack of thought for anything that does not sit directly infront of them, biting them on the face.
I have a theory about that, but that's for another day.
Good night All

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