What ??

Well another day has come and gone, and although I am trying desperatley to cling to the belief that everything good is just around the corner, my faith is wanning. It seems that just when things are getting in good order, when the sky is finally blue, and the birds are singing a song that makes you want to go outside, something always wacks me in the head, and says "Hey you, dumbass. The sun is for someone else, and the tweedly dee of the birds is for the lunatic's that still believe that everything's still good in the world!"
I feel like someone is always breathing down my neck, watching my moves like I am going to run off some imaginary road. You know, like when you are driving and someone else in the car thinks that that car 3 lanes over and going in the other direction is somehow going to jump lanes and run head long into youre car, so they give you that hugh, quick and always dangerous sucking sound. And no matter how careful you drive, you are always waiting for that sound.
Now if there really was someone there, I would make them walk......