My Warped Ideas

This is a site about the struggle's I have in my life. Thru it all, I hold out for one thing, HOPE. Thru all the darkness and when the light seems to be ever fading, I hold HOPE close to me, knowing that it alone, will guide my heart. JUST WHEN WE THINK IT WON'T HAPPEN, LIFE SUDDENLY STARTS AGAIN!!

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Location: Ontario, Canada

This is all about me, in the words that follow I show my struggle's, my fear's, my pain. Yet through it all, I hold out. For I believe there is one thing, that is always eternal in me, and that is my hope. My hope that through all the darkness, when light seems to be ever fading that no matter what way I turn I feel only coldness, I hold hope close to my soul, knowing that it alone, will guide me. That no matter the stuggle's, I have an angel that sits on my shoulder, and speaks quietly in my ear. I know that although I feel alone, I will never be.

9.25.2005

Two weeks

Well an update for those few people who actually read this crazy ass thing. Well I am in week two of my new life, and it seems to be going okay. I have been so busy that I haven't really had much time to think. Which in itself, is a good thing. Once I start to think about things, I tend to do something stupid, and screw things up.
Lately I have had some new things to think about, and it feels nice that I am thinking about other things, but at the same time, I feel quilty. Strange really, to feel happy, sad and quilty at the same time, But thats me for ya.
I have had some new feeling towards someone that I know, and I'm really not sure where to put them. Are they real, or is that I have been a basket case so much latley that things are hitting me differently. What those emotions are, they vary, anger, affection and a few others that would confuse even the smartess of readers.

I have been elected by my peers at school, to represent my fellow students at a meeting twice a year with industry photojournalists. I was honored. I have met two really great people, Brenna, from Kingston, she's unique and intellegent, I enjoy her company, and Brock, from Winnipeg(but we won't hold that against him) he's more sure of himself than anyone I have met in a long time, he has a light air to him that makes people feel comfortable. I am glad that I will have two years to get to know these folks, and that when I hit the world to work they will be collegues.

There are one or two people that I am in class with, that nothing short of a nuclear disaster would make us friends. Big blast... nothing small...
even then I think I would rather spend my time with the mutants that would rise from the ashes.
Anyway, Ihave to go, things to think about....

1 Comments:

Blogger Schokti said...

Shame, shame! You aren't allowed to have those feelings! That's ok, though, since I approve - I heard them in your voice. It's about time.

27/9/05 2:27 p.m.  

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