My Warped Ideas

This is a site about the struggle's I have in my life. Thru it all, I hold out for one thing, HOPE. Thru all the darkness and when the light seems to be ever fading, I hold HOPE close to me, knowing that it alone, will guide my heart. JUST WHEN WE THINK IT WON'T HAPPEN, LIFE SUDDENLY STARTS AGAIN!!

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Location: Ontario, Canada

This is all about me, in the words that follow I show my struggle's, my fear's, my pain. Yet through it all, I hold out. For I believe there is one thing, that is always eternal in me, and that is my hope. My hope that through all the darkness, when light seems to be ever fading that no matter what way I turn I feel only coldness, I hold hope close to my soul, knowing that it alone, will guide me. That no matter the stuggle's, I have an angel that sits on my shoulder, and speaks quietly in my ear. I know that although I feel alone, I will never be.

3.30.2006

Dilemma

So I find myself in somewhat of a dilemma! What to do?

This is it, I have been invited to visit friends, however this is also in the local of the people trying to sully my name. Going will mean the possiblity of being in a situation that may end, well let's just say, not pleasant.
I don't want to not go, out of fear, but I also don't want to lie to G about going, so others have ammo against me!

I have been asked to go for three weeks and have been saying next weekend, next weekend, well its now next weekend! Do I go, do I tell G? Do I just go and let him find out when I am there? Is it really any of his business what his friends do? No not really I suppose, but I don't know if this will jeapordize our friendship further.

I guess we'll see, as Sarah already has me a train ticket!!
Think good thoughts for me and wish me luck!!

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