My Warped Ideas

This is a site about the struggle's I have in my life. Thru it all, I hold out for one thing, HOPE. Thru all the darkness and when the light seems to be ever fading, I hold HOPE close to me, knowing that it alone, will guide my heart. JUST WHEN WE THINK IT WON'T HAPPEN, LIFE SUDDENLY STARTS AGAIN!!

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Location: Ontario, Canada

This is all about me, in the words that follow I show my struggle's, my fear's, my pain. Yet through it all, I hold out. For I believe there is one thing, that is always eternal in me, and that is my hope. My hope that through all the darkness, when light seems to be ever fading that no matter what way I turn I feel only coldness, I hold hope close to my soul, knowing that it alone, will guide me. That no matter the stuggle's, I have an angel that sits on my shoulder, and speaks quietly in my ear. I know that although I feel alone, I will never be.

3.01.2005

What Ever Happened...

I seen a t-shirt the other day and it had a logo on the front that said " love like you have never been hurt". I thought Wow, what a statement. I personally am a huge cynic, I would like to believe in love and every after, but I have a real hard time with that. I believe the only person that you can rely on without doubt, is yourself. Then you know that no matter, you are the only person who can let you down. Sounds silly to some, but when things that are in my control go wrong, the only person I can get mad at, or blame, is me.
As far as love and everafter, I believe that you can love, I have seen it. But it's rare, if you have that someone that you love, that you know you would rather die(not literally people) than be without. That every moment they are away from you feels like you are missing something. When you actually can see you're children in thier eyes. That's love, and hold onto it. In this world of anger and hatred, it is the one thing that we are in such dire need of.
I have loved and lost, and loved again. So I often wonder, what's next? Are we are destined to find that one person. That other half of ourselves, the piece that completes us, makes a whole.

I leave that to fate or destiny or whatever plays a role in our future's.