My Warped Ideas: 10.02.2005

My Warped Ideas

This is a site about the struggle's I have in my life. Thru it all, I hold out for one thing, HOPE. Thru all the darkness and when the light seems to be ever fading, I hold HOPE close to me, knowing that it alone, will guide my heart. JUST WHEN WE THINK IT WON'T HAPPEN, LIFE SUDDENLY STARTS AGAIN!!

About Me

Name: Hope

Location: Ontario, Canada

This is all about me, in the words that follow I show my struggle's, my fear's, my pain. Yet through it all, I hold out. For I believe there is one thing, that is always eternal in me, and that is my hope. My hope that through all the darkness, when light seems to be ever fading that no matter what way I turn I feel only coldness, I hold hope close to my soul, knowing that it alone, will guide me. That no matter the stuggle's, I have an angel that sits on my shoulder, and speaks quietly in my ear. I know that although I feel alone, I will never be.

10.08.2005

For & Against

For
1.friends
2.things make more sense
3.my heart doesn't hurt so much
4.makes me laugh
5.I feel safe
6.makes me think
7.knows me better than most
8.no need to hide
9.enjoy company
10.friends
11.same likes
12.different enough to make it interesting
13.communicate
14.trust
15.no secrets(at least mostly)
16.makes me smile, even when I am sure not going to happen
17.know you
18.don't have to be strong
19.nieces love you
20.drives me crazy
21.sexual tension
22.friends

Against
1.friends
2.know me too well
3.friends
4.pain in the ass
5.friends
6.closed off
7.fear
8.friends
9.can't hide
10.friends

There are others, and not like this list is going to change anything, but it has been on my mind for a long time, and I needed to get it out. The others include falling asleep, waking up, wrestling, movies, travelling, camping, being a childish fool... its all his fault anyway, he took off his shirt!!