My Warped Ideas

This is a site about the struggle's I have in my life. Thru it all, I hold out for one thing, HOPE. Thru all the darkness and when the light seems to be ever fading, I hold HOPE close to me, knowing that it alone, will guide my heart. JUST WHEN WE THINK IT WON'T HAPPEN, LIFE SUDDENLY STARTS AGAIN!!

About Me

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Location: Ontario, Canada

This is all about me, in the words that follow I show my struggle's, my fear's, my pain. Yet through it all, I hold out. For I believe there is one thing, that is always eternal in me, and that is my hope. My hope that through all the darkness, when light seems to be ever fading that no matter what way I turn I feel only coldness, I hold hope close to my soul, knowing that it alone, will guide me. That no matter the stuggle's, I have an angel that sits on my shoulder, and speaks quietly in my ear. I know that although I feel alone, I will never be.

9.07.2005

Hate ME...What

Sometimes I get so annoyed, you know the kind where you think to yourself, if I just had a bat RIGHT NOW!!!! There are a few kids in my class that I thank the stars are in the B division. I think that the teachers spoke to us all and went, okay these are the semi-normals(cause I am talking about me) so they decreed they will be A's(I like the letter personally) then they looked at what was left, and thought shit what are we going to do with this lot. I personally could think of a few choice things for a few of them. I know that before months end I will somewhere, somehow be unable to refrain, and just smack them right up the side of thier pierced, copycat stunned, stunted little bodies.
You know the song, "HI my name is", there's would read "STupid" and "THE OTHERS"...

I normally try really hard to give people a chance, no really I do, but not this time. They are too much like tree stumps, to stupid to realize that they are offending people, hurting people and too cold inside to care.

posted by Hope | 9/07/2005 | 0 comments

School

Well today was day TWO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can you tell I was excited, I have waited 11yrs for something to do, some direction. I have found it. The more I learn about photojournalism, the more I really think that my mom was so right, it is a fit. She was rarley wrong.
Although this is going to be an extremely hard two years, I have never been looking forward to anything more. Today, we got t-shirts, and I want to wear mine everywhere, so that everyone knows that I am a PHOTOJOURNALIST STUDENT. I am proud of that.

I am glad that I have my family behind me, even though as my brother said we sometimes can't say it, I do love them and would be more lost without them all.

Kind of a boring post I know, but soon I will have loads more to say

posted by Hope | 9/07/2005 | 0 comments

9.06.2005

The Beginning

Today was the beginning of the rest of my life. I started on the path to my future, and I can't wait....

posted by Hope | 9/06/2005 | 2 comments