Reasons

The reasons for the snake shots are on the Blog under them. I couldn't seem to figure out how to put the shots first. You'd think I was blonde or something!!

Stay out of my yard, damn it!! 

I hide, you seek 

I think I bit my tongue?? 

Tall and proud 

Pictures

Today I finally realized that maybe, just maybe I found my "Calling". I know that seems kinda of goofy to some, but I have spent the last 11 years trying to figure out not only where I belong, but what I should be doing with my life. It's nice to have finally found that something. Photography!!
I am actually really good, if you need proof of that it will be coming soon, as I am going to try and create my own web site. www.ain'tthatgreat.com .... Maybe that's more catchy than Photography by Lex?? I know that when I look at my shots, its like looking at my writing, I think "Oh my God, did I do THAT!!!!"" And then I am extermely proud.. Tonight and yesterday I took pictures of my friends snake.. Ya I know a snake, but by god the shots are actaully pretty damn good, for my first Reptillian photo shot.. Who know's, maybe someday I will be in the Galapogois Isladns taking underwater shots for National Geographic of swimming Iquana!!!
Wouldn't that be cool!!! So check out a few of these shots and let me know what you think!!

Strange days

So here;s the quick story, my cat Turkey (yes that was his name) was my best friend for almost 14 years, and on Dec 7th,2004 I had to, put him down. My heart broke then, and I still think of him every day. I used to tell people "No I don't have children, I have a cat!" And for anyone who knew him and me, they understood. He was always there, never judging me(unless I was slow with supper) he always seemed to know just when to purr. Turkey had more personality then most of the people I know now. He was my friend.
I always thought that people where crazy for being so crushed when they lost a pet, I get it now.

Now the strange thing, I have been unable to really allow myself to be sad and cry(other crappy things prevent that breakdown just yet,but I feel it coming) and I thought that I would never be able to see another cat without feeling his lose, well that's turned out to be true, and the reason. My SIL decided that she was going to get kittens(mice and all, okay not the only reason but it helped) so she enlisted my help to obtain these kittens. They came from an apartment building behind my house. They are 6weeks old.

Here is a shot of Turkey in the last few days he was with me,

The other's are on my SIL's site and I will try to post them tomorrow, so that you can see that the one my niece named Turkey, I think just might be him reincarnated..
Hey you never know

What ??

Well another day has come and gone, and although I am trying desperatley to cling to the belief that everything good is just around the corner, my faith is wanning. It seems that just when things are getting in good order, when the sky is finally blue, and the birds are singing a song that makes you want to go outside, something always wacks me in the head, and says "Hey you, dumbass. The sun is for someone else, and the tweedly dee of the birds is for the lunatic's that still believe that everything's still good in the world!"
I feel like someone is always breathing down my neck, watching my moves like I am going to run off some imaginary road. You know, like when you are driving and someone else in the car thinks that that car 3 lanes over and going in the other direction is somehow going to jump lanes and run head long into youre car, so they give you that hugh, quick and always dangerous sucking sound. And no matter how careful you drive, you are always waiting for that sound.
Now if there really was someone there, I would make them walk......