My Warped Ideas: 10.30.2005

My Warped Ideas

This is a site about the struggle's I have in my life. Thru it all, I hold out for one thing, HOPE. Thru all the darkness and when the light seems to be ever fading, I hold HOPE close to me, knowing that it alone, will guide my heart. JUST WHEN WE THINK IT WON'T HAPPEN, LIFE SUDDENLY STARTS AGAIN!!

About Me

Name: Hope

Location: Ontario, Canada

This is all about me, in the words that follow I show my struggle's, my fear's, my pain. Yet through it all, I hold out. For I believe there is one thing, that is always eternal in me, and that is my hope. My hope that through all the darkness, when light seems to be ever fading that no matter what way I turn I feel only coldness, I hold hope close to my soul, knowing that it alone, will guide me. That no matter the stuggle's, I have an angel that sits on my shoulder, and speaks quietly in my ear. I know that although I feel alone, I will never be.

10.30.2005

One More Day....

One more day flies by and I wonder how that happened? I wake up and think to myself, how can another day have gone by without her? I look at life flying by and I think, I know things go on, but I really didn't think they actually would. Six months has been like a blink of the eye, nothing changing but everything has. I often sit and wonder if she was proud of me. Did I do anything that she could have been proud of? Oh god, I hope so. I sit and wonder what's next? Nothing was supposed to move forward, time was supposed to stop, why didn't it?