My Warped Ideas: 11.12.2006

My Warped Ideas

This is a site about the struggle's I have in my life. Thru it all, I hold out for one thing, HOPE. Thru all the darkness and when the light seems to be ever fading, I hold HOPE close to me, knowing that it alone, will guide my heart. JUST WHEN WE THINK IT WON'T HAPPEN, LIFE SUDDENLY STARTS AGAIN!!

About Me

Name: Hope

Location: Ontario, Canada

This is all about me, in the words that follow I show my struggle's, my fear's, my pain. Yet through it all, I hold out. For I believe there is one thing, that is always eternal in me, and that is my hope. My hope that through all the darkness, when light seems to be ever fading that no matter what way I turn I feel only coldness, I hold hope close to my soul, knowing that it alone, will guide me. That no matter the stuggle's, I have an angel that sits on my shoulder, and speaks quietly in my ear. I know that although I feel alone, I will never be.

11.15.2006

SO Whats New!!

Well it has been awhile since I last put words to paper, or in this case typed letters to screen. Things have been a bit crazy and I have not had time to do anything.
What has been new in my life? Well, my brother took his wonderful family and moved on me!! This bothers me only in the way that I don't get to see them anymore. I miss them so much, all of them, that its best to not even think about it, least I start to cry!
I have lost so much these last 2 years, but I have gained some too. I am starting to find a new person inside of me, someone that I didn't even know was there. Someone I am growing to like an awful lot.

I have decided that I am done with everyone that makes me cry (and not in a I miss you way!) or people that make me angry or sad. If I have learned nothing from losing mom, it is that life leads us places we may not want to go, but we still have to go there anyway. Destiny is not something we control, but something we have to choose to live with, no one says we have to like it..

Miss you mom